[Gokudera almost dropped his mug of tea, but he managed to set it aside to hug Makoto back after a moment, stroking his back and just trying to be there for the other boy.
He was so horrible, having ... thoughts about Makoto when the other boy just needed a friend. He was the absolute worst. There was no way Makoto would hug him or even touch him if he knew. Gokudera had been trying so hard to avoid the casual touching he had been getting used to with Makoto, even, to spare the other boy more pain and disgust if he ever found out what Gokudera was really thinking.
He just had to be a friend. Makoto needed a friend, not some pervert borderline stalker. Resolving anew to push his feelings down, even if he had to choke on them, he held Makoto close.]
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Date: 2014-02-03 10:53 pm (UTC)He was so horrible, having ... thoughts about Makoto when the other boy just needed a friend. He was the absolute worst. There was no way Makoto would hug him or even touch him if he knew. Gokudera had been trying so hard to avoid the casual touching he had been getting used to with Makoto, even, to spare the other boy more pain and disgust if he ever found out what Gokudera was really thinking.
He just had to be a friend. Makoto needed a friend, not some pervert borderline stalker. Resolving anew to push his feelings down, even if he had to choke on them, he held Makoto close.]
... It's okay, if you need to cry.