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"I'm not fucking answering right now, I'm probably in the middle of something. Leave a goddamn message."

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It isn't selfish. I don't want you to go, either.

[Makoto looks up at Gokudera and smiles just a bit, happy to hear that. He feels like he's made such a wonderful friend in Gokudera and that even though it's only been some four odd months, with everything that's happened, it's made their friendship even stronger than if they had just been schoolmates.]

Thanks...

[He reaches out and pulls Gokudera in for a strong, solid hug. He buries his face into his shoulder and tries not to cry again. There was so much happening that it was hard not to break down. First the scavenger hunt, nearly getting killed during an attack, then Nagisa leaving... It was a lot and Gokudera had been there every step of the way. For that, he was so grateful to have someone like that by his side.]

[Gokudera almost dropped his mug of tea, but he managed to set it aside to hug Makoto back after a moment, stroking his back and just trying to be there for the other boy.

He was so horrible, having ... thoughts about Makoto when the other boy just needed a friend. He was the absolute worst. There was no way Makoto would hug him or even touch him if he knew. Gokudera had been trying so hard to avoid the casual touching he had been getting used to with Makoto, even, to spare the other boy more pain and disgust if he ever found out what Gokudera was really thinking.

He just had to be a friend. Makoto needed a friend, not some pervert borderline stalker. Resolving anew to push his feelings down, even if he had to choke on them, he held Makoto close.]

... It's okay, if you need to cry.

[Makoto could feel his throat strain a bit before there was finally a soft, barely audible sob from him.

Even if Makoto knew about the thoughts Gokudera had about him, he wouldn't have traded this moment for much of anything in the world. This deep, meaningful bond that they were creating meant more to him than anything else.

He did feel a little guilty, though, for putting Gokudera into this position. He was sure the other's definition of good company wasn't having his shoulder become wet with tears from a very large boy. But that also only made him appreciate him that much more.]

[Even though it wasn't exactly his idea of a good time, no... Makoto needed him. As a friend, but he needed him. And it meant so very much to Gokudera to be needed at all.

The tears could be dried later, so who cared if they made things damp now? He stroked Makoto's back, making soft shushing sounds he hoped were soothing. He never really had anyone to do that for him, so he had to learn from movies.]

[After a short moment, Makoto pulled away with a small sniffle and wiped at his eyes quickly.]

Sorry...Thank you...

[He smiled to him.]

I feel...a lot better thanks to you...

[He would do the same for Gokudera at anytime and he hoped that Gokudera knew that as well.]

[Unused to that kind of support, Gokudera was the type that stewed in his feelings privately, not wanting others to see him as weak. ... He trusted Makoto not to judge him, though.]

Anytime. Really. Even if it's in the middle of the night or something, don't ever hesitate to call me, okay?

[Makoto wasn't the type to judge like that. To him, Gokudera was extremely strong no matter what.]

Okay...

Ah! Same for you! If there's anything that I can do... [He nods.]

A happy Makoto is what'll make me the happiest, so just focus on yourself right now, okay?

Hayato...

[A faint blush tinted his cheeks when Gokudera said that and was soon accompanied by a warm smile and a nod.]

Okay. Got it.

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