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[somanyfeelings]

"I'm not fucking answering right now, I'm probably in the middle of something. Leave a goddamn message."

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[thekillerwhale]

[His own parents were very...parent-like. His mother was a housewife and did the domestic things and his father worked. They were very pleasant and normal. He was pretty sure that taking cues from them wouldn't quite work in a relationship like this one.]

I've never been in one, either.

[He also turned on his side to get a better look at the other.

But he nodded at that. That sounded good, just doing what they always did before. He didn't mind the thought of holding hands or...kissing.]

Do...Do you want to try now? K-kissing I mean...

[somanyfeelings]

If you want to. We don't have to. [Gokudera had kind of already kissed Makoto without permission once before, and to be perfectly frank, if Makoto wanted to go to second base RIGHT THEN Gokudera would be all for it, so he was pretty sure he wanted much much more than Makoto and let the other boy take the lead so he didn't overstep any bounderies.]

[thekillerwhale]

[How do you do the thing? Makoto wanted to try it, but how did he initiate it? Just lean in, right?

He scooted closer and put a hand onto Gokudera's shoulder. Then he got his determined face on as if he were stepping up onto the diving block for a swim meet. He could do this.

Then with that, he leaned in, closed his eyes, then gently pressed his lips against Gokudera's. His heart started pounding heavily in his chest. He'd done it and it was....!

....

nice...]

[somanyfeelings]

[Gokudera had not truly expected Makoto to want to try kissing so soon. He tried to hold himself back a little when returning the kiss, so he didn't scare or startle the other boy with too much intensity. It felt nice though, so nice to kiss Makoto while being honest with his feelings. Even when he pulled back to look at Makoto again, he reached out to hold on to the others' shirt.] ... Just so you know, um ... anytime you want to kiss me, I probably want to kiss you too, so. Anytime you want to, just... go ahead.

[thekillerwhale]

[Gokudera could thank Nagisa for that. He had already planted the thought of kissing the other into his head earlier that day, so it was no wonder that he was curious to try it out.

There was a soft blush on his cheeks because as far as he was concerned, that was his first kiss.]

Okay...I'll keep that in mind.

[That was enough for him for the night. But that did loosen him up a little enough to scoot in closer and drape an arm around Gokudera's waist.]

We should get to sleep.

[somanyfeelings]

[Sleep was the LAST thing on Gokudera's mind right now, and he tensed up slightly from worry that Makoto might notice when he scooted a bit closer but... as long as he was careful he could probably calm down. Right. Just... be vigilant until Makoto fell asleep.]

Y-yeah. Um, goodnight, Makoto.

[thekillerwhale]

[Makoto closed his eyes and leaned their foreheads together.]

Goodnight, Hayato.

[It didn't take Makoto long after that to fall asleep. It had been quite an eventful day for him both emotionally and physically. But he thought that the outcome overall was well worth it. To see Gokudera back to his normal self was the best Valentine's Day gift he could have ever gotten.]

[somanyfeelings]

[It took Gokudera ... somewhat longer to fall asleep, what with his 'problem' and all, but self-denial was no stranger to Gokudera and in time, he was able to calm himself down and fall asleep as well, hoping he wouldn't wake up tomorrow to find everything had been a wonderful dream.]