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Date: 2014-02-03 04:25 am (UTC)[He'll even use Systema C.A.I.'s storm disk to get there much faster than he normally would via running.]
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Date: 2014-02-03 04:35 am (UTC)[Action!]
Date: 2014-02-03 04:39 am (UTC)Hey...
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Date: 2014-02-03 04:47 am (UTC)He holds out Uri instead, presenting the cat to Makoto.]
Here.
[Uri meows. Then purrs.]
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Date: 2014-02-03 04:49 am (UTC)Hello, Uri-chan. It's always good to see you.
[He pets her gently and holds her close.]
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Date: 2014-02-03 04:57 am (UTC)I brought some food too, I can put it in the kitchen, in case you get hungry later or something.
[HE'S TRYING TO HELP AND HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO HELP.]
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Date: 2014-02-03 05:00 am (UTC)I really appreciate it...
[YOU'RE HELPING GOOD!]
I'll help you put it away.
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Date: 2014-02-03 05:05 am (UTC)[Action!]
Date: 2014-02-03 05:34 am (UTC)Okay...I can't pass up that offer.
[It's cuddle time with Uri]
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Date: 2014-02-03 05:37 am (UTC)[Action!]
Date: 2014-02-03 05:43 am (UTC)[He heads up to his room and settles onto his bed with Uri in tow. While he's there, he pets her and plays with her a little bit and lets her use him as a jungle gym.]
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Date: 2014-02-03 05:46 am (UTC)Gokudera's up before too long, bringing some hot tea with him as well because, uh, that's what you do when someone needs comfort, right? And tea's something he doesn't screw up. He sits at the edge of the bed and holds a mug out to Makoto.]
You want to keep her for a few days again?
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Date: 2014-02-03 06:01 am (UTC)He thinks about the question for a few moments as he blows on his tea gently.]
No...
I-It's okay...
You do...so much for me, Hayato...
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Date: 2014-02-03 08:58 pm (UTC)[... Actually, she's an integral part of some of his more advanced weaponry so it is a potential danger to let her out of his sight so often, but.
He wants to see Makoto smile again, so it's worth the risk if that makes him happy.]
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Date: 2014-02-03 09:49 pm (UTC)There's a soft smile that comes to his face.]
Uri is always welcome here...so I guess I can't refuse.
[He takes a sip of his tea.]
Hayato...is it wrong of me to have wanted Nagisa to stay?
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Date: 2014-02-03 09:53 pm (UTC)[He could really go for a cigarette and his fingers twitch slightly, but he just sips his tea instead.] They tell themselves 'at least they're safe now' and 'it's better they aren't here' as a consolation prize to try and make it hurt less that they're gone, and there's nothing anyone can do about it.
... At least, that's what it was for me when I said it was better that Yamamoto went home.
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Date: 2014-02-03 10:09 pm (UTC)I wish he could have still been here. He has a really...energetic personality and it was nice to have around.
[He set down his teacup onto the floor.]
You, Rei, Gou...
I don't want any of you to go... I feel selfish in saying so.
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Date: 2014-02-03 10:11 pm (UTC)[Action!]
Date: 2014-02-03 10:31 pm (UTC)Thanks...
[He reaches out and pulls Gokudera in for a strong, solid hug. He buries his face into his shoulder and tries not to cry again. There was so much happening that it was hard not to break down. First the scavenger hunt, nearly getting killed during an attack, then Nagisa leaving... It was a lot and Gokudera had been there every step of the way. For that, he was so grateful to have someone like that by his side.]
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Date: 2014-02-03 10:53 pm (UTC)He was so horrible, having ... thoughts about Makoto when the other boy just needed a friend. He was the absolute worst. There was no way Makoto would hug him or even touch him if he knew. Gokudera had been trying so hard to avoid the casual touching he had been getting used to with Makoto, even, to spare the other boy more pain and disgust if he ever found out what Gokudera was really thinking.
He just had to be a friend. Makoto needed a friend, not some pervert borderline stalker. Resolving anew to push his feelings down, even if he had to choke on them, he held Makoto close.]
... It's okay, if you need to cry.
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Date: 2014-02-03 11:04 pm (UTC)Even if Makoto knew about the thoughts Gokudera had about him, he wouldn't have traded this moment for much of anything in the world. This deep, meaningful bond that they were creating meant more to him than anything else.
He did feel a little guilty, though, for putting Gokudera into this position. He was sure the other's definition of good company wasn't having his shoulder become wet with tears from a very large boy. But that also only made him appreciate him that much more.]
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Date: 2014-02-03 11:13 pm (UTC)The tears could be dried later, so who cared if they made things damp now? He stroked Makoto's back, making soft shushing sounds he hoped were soothing. He never really had anyone to do that for him, so he had to learn from movies.]
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Date: 2014-02-03 11:28 pm (UTC)Sorry...Thank you...
[He smiled to him.]
I feel...a lot better thanks to you...
[He would do the same for Gokudera at anytime and he hoped that Gokudera knew that as well.]
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Date: 2014-02-03 11:38 pm (UTC)Anytime. Really. Even if it's in the middle of the night or something, don't ever hesitate to call me, okay?
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