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[somanyfeelings]

"I'm not fucking answering right now, I'm probably in the middle of something. Leave a goddamn message."

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[thekillerwhale]

[He smiles, chuckling softly.]

You think so?

[The hand on Gokudera's shoulders snakes its way across and he wraps his arm around his shoulders, pulling him in.]

I'll have to thank Tsuna for taking care of Hayato for me until I could meet him.

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[somanyfeelings]

You'd get along with him. Everyone gets along with him, he's amazing. [There's never a trace of bitterness when Gokudera talks about Tsuna. The boss clearly hung the moon and put the earth into rotation as far as he's concerned.] He could do a lot to make a difference here.

[And he'd really like his two most favorite people in the world to meet and get along, though he doesn't doubt that the two would get along if they met. So he leans into Makoto's embrace, tilting his head back to place a small kiss on Makoto's jawline.] Sorry I kinda derailed us on the way back to the mansion and all.

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[thekillerwhale]

[He nuzzles his face in his hair a bit, smiling softly. He really wanted to meet this Tsuna person that Gokudera spoke so highly about. It would be amazing to meet the person that helped make Gokudera who he was today. He was sure that he would like him a lot.]

I liked this detour. I got to learn a lot more about you and that's always a treat for me.

[While before they were dating, they didn't really know a lot of facts about each other's past, but they meshed well enough for that not to matter.]

You can ask me anything about myself, too. Though, it's really not as nearly exciting as what you have to say.

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[somanyfeelings]

[Gokudera smiled a little as well, moving to stand. They could cuddle more at the mansion, with more comfortable places.]

Do you play any music?

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[thekillerwhale]

[He stood up with Gokudera. Cuddling would be very nice.]

No, I don't play any instruments, but I guess I don't really have a bad voice.

Not that I sing in a choir or anything, but I can get good scores at karaoke.

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[somanyfeelings]

I liked when you sang that song from the shows your little siblings watch. [He keeps a hand entwined with Makoto's for the rest of the walk, leaning against him, absolutely shamelessly enamoured.] ... It'd be nice to do something normal, like go to karaoke. I'm really bad at it though.

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[thekillerwhale]

[He gave Gokudera's hand a gentle squeeze as they walked hand-in-hand towards the mansion He blushed slightly at the compliment giving a shy 'thanks'.]

It would be--

....

Ah! I have an idea! Since you play the piano, we could have a really make shift karaoke get together!

[The piano was versatile enough to play different songs and he loved hearing him play. It would be so much fun to sing along with his playing.]

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[somanyfeelings]

I think I can match some songs you might know that have lyrics... [Gokudera grins.] Sounds like a second date to me.

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[thekillerwhale]

[He smiles brightly in return and nods enthusiatically.]

Second date it is then!

[He bumped their shoulders playfully and let out a chuckle. He loved these moments with Gokudera because as abnormal their setting was, he could make it feel like home.]

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[somanyfeelings]

[Gokudera is happy to talk about mostly inconsequential things about the rest of the walk, if only because he has a bad habit of getting lost in just the sound of Makoto's voice, in the green of his eyes, in the way that little smile makes Gokudera's heart skip a beat. Next thing he knows they're back at the mansion and ... well, he's just going to go up to his room unless Makoto objects.]

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[thekillerwhale]

[Makoto could get talking when he wanted to. He felt so relaxed around Gokudera that it was easy to get lost in conversation and become a bit chatty. He liked seeing the subtle changes in Gokudera's expression at certain topics. It was as if he could make himself cozy in his mind so that he could know him through and through.

He followed him right up to his room without any hesitation. He was still amazed that all of this was held up by illusion. It probably wouldn't not amaze him, ever.]

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[somanyfeelings]

[It was either amazing or frightening - especially when you got a chance to see what the place ACTUALLY looked like when Mukuro wasn't around... the extent of that guy's powers...

Of course, as it was, Gokudera smiled and nodded, and as soon as there was a break in the conversation, in the privacy of his room, he put his arms around Makoto's shoulders and gently pulled him down for another kiss.]

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[thekillerwhale]

[Makoto blushed at the sudden kiss and bent over just slightly to compensate for Gokudera's height. He wrapped his own arms around his middle and pulled him in a bit more.

He couldn't help but smile with slight amusement underneath the kiss. He had a feeling Gokudera was waiting for a moment like this.]

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[somanyfeelings]

[Maybe a little bit. Just a little bit.

And if he starts backing up to where is bed is, what of it? They were walking for like an hour, it'll be good to sit down. In a room with just the two of them. With no one who'd walk in.]

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[thekillerwhale]

[Makoto followed his footsteps back towards the bed until they toppled back against the soft mattress. The fact that there was little to no possibility of a roommate walking in of them did give him peace of mind. He wanted to be considerate to Haru and if that meant rolling out to Gokudera's place to fulfill his own teenage needs, then, well. Here they were.

He was bent over more now that Gokudera was sitting on the bed and he was still standing.]

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[somanyfeelings]

[Gokudera's hands tightened at the back of Makoto's shirt, trying to keep them there and not let them wander, because he was pretty sure they'd go right for his pants of he didn't keep them where they were... and ... and even if he was ready for that (which he was pretty sure he wasn't) he didn't have anything.

Still. Still. Acting only on instinct, he scooted back on the bed a bit more, tugging Makoto to come along with him, and keeping enough space open between his legs to fit the other boy.]

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[thekillerwhale]

[Makoto moved forward, meeting his movements. As he settled between Gokudera's legs, kneeling on the bed, his heart started pounding. He suddenly became a little more aware and felt like a predator hunched over its prey.

His heart gave a hard thud upon thinking of that. For some reason, he didn't mind that image in his head, but he pushed it away as hard as he could.

But even though his mind was questioning their position, his body felt right at home and he continued to kiss his boyfriend with lasting affection.]

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[somanyfeelings]

[Gokudera felt a little trapped as Makoto leaned over him, his back against the wall, Makoto blocking him in otherwise, but ... but instead of feeling, well, cornered or nervous, Gokudera felt a pleasant kind of anxious, all keyed up and ready for something that was certainly not a fight. He wanted more of it. So much more of it.]

Ah, ah... [when he finally had to breathe, everything was fuzzy and he felt a little dizzy from putting it off for so long, and he felt warm all over. Like before, when they'd been interrupted by Watanuki.] Makoto... [What was the right thing to say here? 'Yes', 'more'? He didn't want to push, but... he wanted more.]

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[thekillerwhale]

[Makoto panted softly as their lips parted. His face was flushed and his heart was beating very audibly--well at least to himself. His hands were on either side of Gokudera and he looked at the other boy's heated face.]

Hayato...

[He searched Gokudera's face, trying to read him. His gaze was careful as well as thoughtful. He wanted to give him what he wanted without him having to ask, but...

From the look on Gokudera's face, he wanted quite a bit. A part of him thought that maybe they should calm things down, but a much louder side said that the other side needs to shut up because this was great.]

I... What do you want....?

[Maybe if they vocalized their thoughts, it would calm things down a bit. Maybe it wouldn't. They would just have to see.]

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[somanyfeelings]

[Gokudera's hands clenched and unclenched in Makoto's shirt, like a cat kneading in happiness and contentment, though Gokudera was hardly 'content'. He wanted. He wanted. He wanted.

Gokudera swallowed hard, but the lump in his throat didn't go away.]

You.

[So much for vocalizing his thoughts to calm things down. He met Makoto's eyes, his own dark with desire.]

... Whatever you'll give me. I want.

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[thekillerwhale]

[Oh...oh. That made his face turn a very vibrant color and he could definitely feel something within him stir around a bit.

His eyes lowered a bit, not looking at anything in particular. How did he answer that. He would easily give all of himself to Gokudera since he cared so deeply for him, but what did that mean for this situation.]

Hayato...

[His eyes peered into Gokudera's own seafoam colored eyes. His face was laced with concern, want, and a bit of confusion. His chest felt tight with indecision. What did he do? He wanted Hayato as well. But were they ready? Was it too soon? In a place like this where time was fleeting and people could come and go just like that...maybe there was no such thing as "waiting for the right moment".

Without a second more of hesitation, he closed the gap between them again and kissed him hard, crushing their lips together. Suddenly his title of the "orca" wasn't so far off with the force he gave.]

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[somanyfeelings]

[Gokudera's cry of surprise was completely swallowed up by Makoto's sudden and forceful kiss. Between the two of them he was the stronger one, the braver one, the more dangerous one, but in that moment he was completely overcome and happily so by the apex predator that Makoto became.

His hands began to move at Makoto's back, tugging his shirt upwards, trying to get it up and over Makoto's head as if worried the other boy would change his mind any moment and Gokudera couldn't go any longer without at least one more look...]

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[thekillerwhale]

[Makoto moved a bit as he felt his shirt being lifted over his head. He squirmed a little as he pulled back with his arms stretched out so that they could successfully get his shirt off.

And there it was. That very nicely sculpted body that could be intimidating if one didn't know how much of a wuss Makoto actually was. It was time to even the odds. He had actually never seen Gokudera without a shirt on, so...

After his shirt was disposed of, it was time to get rid of the other's. He reached out and pulled Gokudera's shirt over his head now.]

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[somanyfeelings]

[Gokudera couldn't suppress a groan when he caught sight of Makoto's sculpted body again, another wave of fire in his nerves passing through him, heat traveling right to his groin. He just wanted to - wanted to run his tongue all over that, and took a few seconds to shamelessly stare in pure want. Then Makoto was getting his shirt off, and too late Gokudera's brain decided to remind him how skinny and pale and scrawny he was, especially in comparison to Makoto's physique. Fighting the urge to cover himself, Gokudera blushed again, and now it was very visible how the color went down his neck, along his shoulders and the top of his chest.]

Sorry, I'm - er, not much to look at ... [He felt like he should apologize.]

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[thekillerwhale]

[It was Makoto's turn to drink in the sight of him. He let his eyes roam over Gokudera's smaller physique with a sort of curiosity. His mouth was slightly parted as he scanned his body.

His eyes never left his torso as he whispered out loud.]

C-cute...

[In all actuality, if Gokudera was as buff as he was, well...he thought that that was a lot of boy in one bed. But he loved cute things and Gokudera's more petite stature was more of a turn on. With that bashful expression, flushed skin, and shy way of holding himself, it made his own kind of fire start to travel downwards.]